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About garbear25

I'm a sad dad.

I’m Back… not a good thing

Looking back, this blog was my private journal,  my therapy. As I filter through the pain of the last week, I am pretty sure I’ll be sorting out my feelings in here.  This pain may be somewhat less intense (for … Continue reading

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Too Damn Quiet

I miss my fuzzy little shadow. Yesterday I had to make my first drive up to North Conway since Buddy had to be put down. It’s really noticeable up here that he’s not with me. A month ago he’d have … Continue reading

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Five Year Letter

October 13, 2015 Dear Kev; I’ve been thinking for a while about what I wanted to convey on this day, something profound, or important I guess. The truth is this is the one day I just allow myself to just … Continue reading

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Just a Dog

“Just a dog” is going in for surgery today. We are all pretty upset about it. You might ask why? Why with all the people lost are we so sad about the possibility of losing just a dog? Let me … Continue reading

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Happy 25th Birthday

So many changes, yet so much remains the same. I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately, or I guess I should say even more than usual. It’s been a really crazy, eventful year, and at each milestone I keep … Continue reading

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Something is Wrong

When a community comes together to hold a candlelight vigil something really bad has happened. I attended one last night. It was organized by the National Honor Society from our local high school.  These kids should be planning for the … Continue reading

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Day 1,096

Somehow we’ve all managed to get out of bed over a thousand times since.  Drew graduates this spring, and heads off to college in less than a year.  Kata will be starting High School; I know you must be checking … Continue reading

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